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now suzy tgh pregnant anak batch yg ke3.. harap2 sikit anak n harap2 cantik mcm 2nd batch!!

oh suzy..

pulanglah..

jeng jeng

im not Salem.. im Bang Tam!! yeah dh upgrade jd Abang ok!

bye bye boot-boot

mlm tadi kakak mimpi main ngan boot-boot.. happy sgt..

thanks diya

my boot-boot

jgn nangis sayang..
the pics were taken last nite.. on my lap.. and.. hard to say that.. ni lah pic2 terakhir.. boot-boot dh takde.. yes.. u heard me rite.. dah takde..

boot2 sakit.. taktau sakit apa.. but when letak dlm cage, mak2 and adik bradik lain mcm pulaukan die.. pijak2 die.. mengada sgt.. tak tahan nk tgk... if nmpk mak die buat mcm tu, mmg kene la pukul si buruk tu..

semlm 1 hari jaga dia.. letak on my lap n urut2 dia.. sbb die sejuk.. mak die tak layan die.. so kene la jage die.. feed die ngan glukos n sup ayam... at first die suka sgt.. tgk pon hepi sbb die nk makan.. then mlm tu, papa ckp tak payah letak kt mak dia.. biar die tido kt atas.. so, he slept with me.. sedeh sgt.. nak tido pon rasa bersalah sbb tgk die weak gila.. b4 tido tu, mcm biasa la belai2 dia.. nmpk die sgt comfortable atas towel.. kept him warm.. he slept like a baby.. n soundly! taktau la die berdengkur ke apa.. or actually die ada difficulties nk bernafas kot.. then setiap sejam bgn tgk dia.. tgk die bernafas lg ke tak.. takut gila if perot die stiff.. tgk die tido beralih2.. kejap kepala atas kejap bawah.. nmpk die comfortable..

tp mcm at 4am, die bunyi panggil2..tgk la die..tanya kenapa boot2.. tgk die angkat kepala n nganga2 mulut.. tgk mcm haussss sgt.. mcm biasa, syringe air kt dia.. a few shots.. tp die angkat kepala pelik sgt.. tp igt mcm takde apa sbb die hauss sgt kan.. then die tidur..usap2 la smpi die tutup mata.. then i went to sleep..

kol 5 mcm tu die bunyi lg.. tp mcm malassss sgt nk bgn sbb pk nk bgn awal nk gi amik jubah.. im sorry boot-boot sbb tak tgk awak time tu.. sorry sgt.. now rasa regret gilaaa regrettt sbb tak tgk awak time awak panggil tu.. sorry.. sorry boot-boot.. mesti awak haus gila.. or u want me to be with u when the time comes.. sorry.. kakak mintak maaf sgt..

at 6am, alarm bunyi..bgn tak tgk dia.. trus gi mandi sbb igt nk cepat2 sume nnt nak bg die minum n mkn ubat..tp masa tgh siap, papa gi tgk boot-boot.. die ckp, he's not moving nemore.. he's not breathing.. i was like.. hah?? baru tadi adik bg minum..die ok.. die minum byk.. mcm biarrr btol..then gi tgk sendiri.. btol.. he's not breathing nemore.. mulut die tenganga sket.. adakah my fault sbb tak bg die minum? papa pgg boot-boot die ckp warm lg.. die baru je pergi.. mmg bru.. sbb kol 5 lebeh i heard him meowing!

i break the news kt mama.. mama mcm hah mati?? cpt2 die bgn.. papa dh nmpk dh teary eyes.. then die suruh gi cpt nnt lmbt plak kn.. die ckp nnt die buang..lg la menangisssssssss... ape buangggggggg adik penat2 jaga.. tanak buang ..tanam.. tanam jugak.. die ckp, tak sempat nk gi kerja.. outstation lg.. then apa lg, cpt2 suruh mama gi korek.. kalo mama tak korek mesti papa buang.. then mcm tak sanggup la nk tgk lg boot2.. papa suruh tangkap pic.. tp tak daya nk tgkp.. sedeh sgt.. sbb dh jaga die seabis baik.. tak sangka secepat ni..

tp papa ckp..boot-boot mati senang hati.. sbb comel je die mati.. no bleeding takde apa.. tp tgk pon, mmg comel.. mcm tidur je..

cpt2 amik jubah n blk.. nk tgk kubur boot-boot.. comel je..

boot-boot..

kakak sayang boot-boot sgt tau.. sgt2.. nanti kte jumpa lg ok..
kte mesti jumpa lg.. insyaAllah..

AL-FATIHAH

tecik..

yg ni lg sorg.. adik bradik 3 org.. tp die sorg laaaa paling kecik n kurus.. tp paling manja.. arini tgk tbe2 idong die luka.. pelik laaa nape la gi luka plak ni...
bwk la die gi vet.. pastu vet ckp, die ni mkn kt bekas mknn ape? plastik ke? pasti la plastik!! anjing je mkn dlm bekas aluminium.. rupa2 nya die ni alergik to plastik.. tu la pasal die kurang mkn n minum.. n sbb die alergik, idong die gatal, die lick lick lick idong die till luka.. kasihan tecik.. tp dh di injek n kene mkn pain killer

tp vet ni bengong jugak.. lawak gile... mula2 ok la dok tecik tecik tecik... lama2 bile nk bg ubat n nk buat payment, tecik jd tenit plak.. ya ampuuuunnnnnnnn lawakkkkk gila ok... sejak bila la kucing aku jd nama tenit!

boot-boot

adalah anak buruk yg bongsu.. dh 2 minggu.. tp matanye blom celik.. adik bradik lain dh celik.. kesian kt die... boot-boot di ambil sempena 'buta'.. buta la blom celik.. pastu.. paksu ade ckp dpn dorg, nk amik adik bradik die yg 2 lagi tu bwk gi kuching.. maybe die trase org tanak die, die majok, n tanak bukak mata.. mata bengkak gila n tahi mata membeku kt lua..

tp arini bwk gi vet, dh cuci mata die.. n dh bukak kan mata die.. hari2 kene bubuh eye drop bg bengkak mata surut.. hope die akan ok...

kesimpulannya, jgn ckp bukan2 kt haiwan.. sbb diorg pon ada hati n perasaan..

welcome to the family

buruk and sons!!

Taby

ini Taby. baru dikutip kt petaling street bout 2 weeks ago.. anak yatim piatu.. jantina betina.. dan tak byk songeh! tak memerlukan pasir utk membuang.. surat khabar dh memadai.. current kesayangan papa sbb si kecik ni pandai main n manja sgt.. n sbb die anak yatim piatu jugak.. baru 1 month +.. gigi pon kecik lg! tp perut buncit gila sbb cacing.. ubat dh makan.. tunggu perut die nk surut.. tgk taby ni teringat epak! hehehhehe love u!

anak suzy 2nd batch

baby 1
baby 2

baby 1 baby 2

1st day..

hot mama!

suzy dh beranak.. hepi!!! 2 anak die, n maybe turn out mcm bunga.. warna gelap tp berbelang!
oh hepi!

anak angkat mama

tadi bgn mama bising2 kt luar mawi2.. die main ngan bunga tp dok mawi2.. mmg tak paham lah! tanye la die ape yg mawi nye..

notice ada 'M' kt atas mata die? i think mcm baru kot..makin pekat.. makin lama makin pekat.. sbb die burmilla diluted kot!

so...bunga dinamakan mawi!.. sesuai la ngan jantina die! mawi mawi! mmg peminat mawi abis ni!

mama..mama...haihhh!

sape ni!!

ni anak jebon!!

sgt betul!

ditujukan khas utk HETAM!

kitties

they are cute kan? now dh jadi pembekal kucing.. 3 di atas, except yg mix color tu, telah diberikan kpd amir dan kakak nye! yg 2 serupa tu die bg nama upin ipin..[sgt comel rasanya nama tu]... yg putih tu tak tau la nama apa die bg..

yg ni saya punya!! bukan man belon punya ok!!! my 1 n only rere!

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alhamdulillah she's still breathing.. and bole lompat sikit..
maybe it sounds silly..tp i gave her a shot of air yasin yesterday! desperate gilaaaaa!!!

hope

i hope that tomorrow when i wake up, she's still meowing..

she's dying

still remember this cute little creature? i'll refresh u. this is moon. she's now 4+ months old. she suffers from FPV. a virus that has no cure. NO CURE! and she's dying..

i went to surface class today at 8am as usual, and at 8.30 i received a sms from mama. "balik kol brapa?"..it's a lil bit weird. baru pegi, dh tanya balik kol brapa. there's must be something wrong. but i didnt reply her msg. lepas kelas abis, i called her tanya kenapa and so on. then die ckp, moon dh tak larat nk bangun.. n bunga keep on muntah2 depan pagar.. muntah banyak and now dpn pintu. ni mengingat kan kat tiger, dulu pon if die sakit teruk, die akan duduk dpn pintu. tiger was bunga's sibling. now tiger pon dh lama hilang kan. then i rushed home..

balik2 tgk btol2 bunga dpn pintu. duduk ..tak larat sgt. senang je nk tangkap. bunga ni sgt la aktif, tak pnah dpt tgkp dia, tp ni gi dkat pon tak lari, mmg sakit sgt dh la ni. tgkap dia and put him into the carrier. while moon, die baru muntah kuning n berak darah. muntah kuning mcm simptom sakit2 yg serious. since carrier ada 1 je, tanak la campur ngan bunga yg dh mmg nmpak sgt sakit teruk. letak moon dlm bakul. n bwk gi vet. on the way gi vet, langsung tak keluar bakul. baik sgt.. mmg sakit sgt kot.

at first, i tot moon ni sakit demam cirit biasa. i gave her ubat2 yg ada. then kat vet cek, vet tanya la kenapa2.. then ckp la die muntah kuning n berak darah, vet trus wat test for FPV. and it turned out positive.

then die tanya, "awak tau ke FPV tu apa.." i replied " tau nama je.."...

then die ckp lg " FPV ni virus takde cure, and die bole hidup for 2 weeks je. if die bole survive, dtg balik kita vaksin. for now, u just have to give her this immune booster. hope that she can survive la."

i was like.. huh... 2 weeks??! biar bena la doc ni kan.. then balik umah, mama tanya la.. sakit apa, as usual... mula2 control dh dlm kete jgn ngs jgn ngs.. tp tersedu2 jugak la bgtau die.. then gi bli cage lagi n isolate her from others, sbb benda ni berjangkit. n moon got it from bunga.. which they shared plate for 5 minutes! sunshine pon now dh nampak weak. tp bole jalan2 lagi. but for moon, she cant walks nemore. she just lying on her cushion that i put in her cage. and isolated from others. and tecik, keep on meowing, calling for moon. moon besfren dia, teman main.. n tecik panggil2 sampai suara pon serak. so sad..

now bagi ubat immune kat semua kucing2. hope sunshine tak teruk sgt ..hope she can survive!

but for moon, i dunno.. i just can pray to Allah.

dear moon,

u came to this world on 16/10/08 ..comel je semua.. and turned out moon la paling comel..semua pon comel.. tp moon sorg je semi-long hair. moon sorg je yg silky hair. even vet pon selalu puji2 ur fur.. i didnt expect this things will happen. i didnt expect u will suffer from FPV. im sorry moon. i really2 sorry. for now, i just can give u the medications suscribed for u. i know u r suffer. im sorryyyy... kakak tak bole tgk moon mcm ni jugak.. moon now weak sgt.. moon tak mcm dulu lg, moon tak bole dtg kat kaki kakak lagi, moon takleh lompat lagi bila kite main stick mcm biasa..ngan sape tecik nk main if moon takde..sape kakak nk dukung bawak gi dapo if moon takde nnt, kakak needs u moon!! i really2 do..now kakak mampu bagi ubat je.. tp moon jgn la buang.. tau tak sedap, tahu pahit... tp terpaksa la if nak baik.. tp mmg berharap sgt la moon bole survive.. sangat! td kakak terlelap, n mimpi moon.. dlm mimpi tu moon ckp,"kakak, moon takleh jage kakak lagi"... bangun2 terus kakak nangis..moon, plz dont leave me!... please dont.. but if Allah loves u more, what can i do.. kakak redha ok..

kakak dont want to put u to sleep.. but kakak also dont want u to suffer. i hope u'll understand.. for the mean time, i'll take a good care of u.. u know i love u kan.. and always do..

sayang sgt kat moon..

sangat..

please get well soon..

please dont leave me and others..

i still need u..

teettt

macho Tam with his new collar! belagak gila sejak pakai collar ni!

3 kids!
sunshine, handsome Moon n Tecik low profile but very vocal

sharing plate :

moon, sunshine n bungaaa!!

sad sad news

i dunno why.. tp rere ni selalu sgt sakit.. every week mesti visit vet.. kalo tak cirit, muntah.. if not pon, demam n flu.. n kali ni.. gi vet .. tp vet tahan duduk sana.. kesian sgt.. telinga die nanah.. i tot nanah mcm bese2 mcm suzy pnah kene sbb garu.. mmg dia garu a lot la lately ni.. i tot sbb panas kan.. tepi2 die byk bulu maybe die nk selak2 bulu tu.. rupanya, dh nanah dlm telingaaaa yg kt tmpt kedut2 telinga tu.. vet rilek je picit telinga die, kuar liquid2 kale gray.. n vet ckp dh agak serious!

im scared.. very scared..

sbb die asyik sakit.. tak sesuai kot ngan owner baru? but i know he's happy.. n i hope he is happy..

tp now dh kene tido kt vet.. esok vet nk buat operation kt telinga die.. nk cuci all the bende2 buat die sakit tu, siap bius lg.. pity u rere..

n tadi dh kemas tempat sume! dh basuh sume kain! hope the ear mites tak melompat merata2.. n harap jugak yg lain2 ok!!

doakan biar semua pon jln ngan lancar esok.. huuu sedeh..

kalo tak, ni tgh jilat2 kaki, tgh pijak2 perut..

i miss u rere... get well soon! n everything is going to be ok! ok ok ok!

kakak janji to take u home tomorrow!! harap bole amik la kan..

love u!!